homeownership

it's official.  we have purchased our new home.  we are homeowners.

it's an exciting time.  it's a scary time.  it's a hopeful time.  it's an overwhelming time.

God has lined things out so perfectly for our family over the past few months that we have no doubt that this is the next step in his plan.  But i am struggling with anxiety over the finances of it all.  I am struggling a bit with depression so it is making my feelings of excitement flat. but i know God has amazing things planned for our family.  He has never left our side and He never will.

i think i'm just ready for the logistics, the paperwork, the re-ordering of life to stop and for us to be settled.

2015 will be the year of settled for the vanderveers.  I'm ready.