panic attack

so, the vanderveers have been going through quite a time and are being challenged to WAIT on God's plan for the near future.  

here's a quick timeline:

early october: my sister moves out and we get a call from apartment life that we have a placement in the colony (yeah!)

mid october: we pray and contemplate the colony and decide the distance does not compare with the ministry we will be doing or the space we will be living in

late october: the apartment life placement falls apart due to occupancy rules, the tenants move out of our house in haslet leaving it empty, and the house we are renting in denton is going to be sold

deep breath.

after a slight panic attack. lots of prayer, and seeking some counsel we are still unsure of where we will be spending our holidays this year.  for now we are going to wait til the end of the month to see if our house in haslet leases or sells.  if so we will look at our options. if not we will look at our options.  but through it all we will trust God's plan and wait for His leading.

oh, and did i mention my husband is in peru on a mission trip?  i think satan wanted us distracted.

another deep breath.